My New Normal

A tired week and a tired day

2010-08-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

Yo, I'm back in weekly blog-ing. This week i've been slack off a lot. Skipping just to sleep at home, not feeling well for days man. Yet tons of undone works waiting for me to finish.

Monday I skipped few class just to complete my reports.
Tuesday I also skipped classes and slept whole day long.
Wednesday I also skipped the only maths class but i went to the experiment lab in the afternoon. I rushed my assignments at night till very late.
Thursday I went to all classes just to sign all the attendance yet coincidentally all lecturers didn't brought the name list. Sweat.
Friday I skipped one class just to sleep late. I went drive-through in MCD before going to a discussions. Night rush assignments again.

OMG!!! I skipped a lot of classes and slept a lot.

Today, Went to PC-Fair. Very crowded and very horrible(specially walking through broadband part). Then walk up and down for 3 rounds and bought a hard-disk, fan and cooler. Very satisfying.

Tomorrow I realize that I've two reports not started and furthermore a presentation on Monday. Haiz...

Ok la, gonna sleep now. Goodnight^^

1st August 2010... Tired...

2010-08-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

There are lots of things to do this week. Reports, assignments and other activities stuff. The worst was having 3 hours non-stop maths 2 lecture. It was killing me. Starting yesterday night, I was rushing my part of the group assignment, a very difficult topic that we were chosen. I slept late, and wake up late in the afternoon, however, I'm still very sleepy, I think I'll sleep early tonight.
Surprisingly, I somehow addicted to Raymond Lam's songs, I went downloading few of his songs and listen repeatedly.
Here's the latest song's lyrics^^

[title:直到你不找我]
[artist:林峰]
[album:come 2 me]
[by:赖润诫]

「直到你不找我」

记得当时谁路过秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过你的表情提示过
爱的可能是我
想法太乱幻觉太多
疑虑很大直到说不清楚
心算太慢但仍然算错
找对人偏错过
直到开始想喜欢我
直到终於不喜欢我
直到碰上一个逃避一个
追不上躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终於不想找我
直到你擦身过才认得我
彼此也在折磨像当初

想法太乱直觉对麽
疑虑很大直到爱不清楚
当这世上全怀疑我错
总有人相信我
直到开始想喜欢我
直到终於不喜欢我
直到碰上一个逃避一个
追不上躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终於不想找我
直到你擦身过才认得我
彼此也在折磨像当初

21th July.

2010-07-21T23:47:00.006+08:00

Woke up in the early morning, there was rain outside the window, heavy, off my alarm and back to sleep, miss another important maths class.
Woke up again at noon, bath, breakfast and sat in front of my lappy instead of maths notes, played games till the time off to a meeting.
Campus, lifeless as it seems as always, stresses filled the air. Parked my car, walk around and wait around, end up in a hidden room.
Meetings, discussion as it seems, but chit chatting at the back stage. Happy, some of the design being chosen, yet stress for upcoming event. Post? Who shall be the one who decide? Not a clue.
End of meeting, back to home, facebook and games again.
Night, oats for dinner, tasteless yet good for health, add on a cup of Nescafe Mild.
Revision, no mood on it, reading alien like equations, what's the point? Stresses increase, yet wanna left it aside. MSN, wanting to chat with someone, end up chatting with my lappy's screen.
Sleepy, bed is just one step distances. Good night.

I'm Back From Deserted

2010-07-20T17:34:00.003+08:00

Hi, everyone, It's been a year I've stop updating my blog. So if I need to update everything that happens, I've to type a detail bloody river in here. Since many things had happen within this 1 year, I think it's waste of time talking about the past. Therefore, I'll just skip out and start things that happen from now onwards. I'll update this blog weekly. And that's all, see you all end of this week. ^^

30th May... New Life Starts in KL

2009-05-30T23:24:00.010+08:00

It's been a week after I shifted in Taman Melati PV6 16th floor penthouse, and I'm sharing a room with Deniel Lee who is my classmate in foundation study. Anyway, the whole house is full of my classmate, Arron, Anna, Yan Ming, Jessica, Lai Man, Deniel, Weng Foo, Jia Huei and Seng Hou.
Life is normal as in my hometown back then, it just that I have to spend more on food here; unlike in Kampar, I always ate at home. So, without realising, I'd already spent more than RM500 in 1 week. Don't be shock, of course I'm not spending it just on food, I bought lots of stuff like petrol and stop lock for my car, shirts, slippers, hanger, cinema movie ticket and handphone monthly fee. I think my life will be very difficult when school startd since my savings doesn't left much. Hmm...Yet, I've many things I really wish to buy. Such as Gundam OO-Raiser that I saw in KLCC and also a new phone which I always wanted to replace my current phone. Haiz... Susah la....
This is my room and how i arranged my stuff. Neat but not quite tidy. I've to use card board as a curtain since I don't have one.
This is my roommate's (Deniel Lee) stuff arrangement. Neat and simple.
This is our house's living room where we currently used it as a mini cyber cafe. Huge right?
This is the P1 Wi-Max we applied for our internet connection.
This is my car, Myvi EZi. And that's not my parking slot but i curi curi park there since no 1 owns it.
This is the view that we can see from our house balcony, we can see Twin Tower and KL Tower from here.

Ends & Beginings

2009-05-20T21:19:00.004+08:00

After finishing UTAR foundation study, everyone backs to their home to have their rest.
1 month holiday seems to be a prefect days which we always wish for during study days. But, i spend it by doing the same thing everyday, sleep, PSP, eat and online. I felt boring all the time.
I miss the days when we worked together to finished the assignments;
I miss the days where we whole class having jokes in class;
I miss the days where we sat together and have drinks;
I miss the days where we celebrated festivals and birthdays...
TD1, I miss you all.
Yesterday, 20th of May 2009, was my victorious day, where the results were out. I finally can relieve from all the worries. I pass foundation study, I was so glad.
Next Monday I will be shifting to KL and start a new life there. I always wanted to leave Kampar, now I wondered how's life in KL later.
I'm looking forward to my future...

19th April 2009 Memories In TD1...

2009-04-19T19:37:00.018+08:00

Time passes very very fast, without realizing, it's the end of the Foundation Studies...
Due to busying on my study and lazy, I've stopped updating this blog for months. Many stuff and events were happened.
Without wasting much time, I skip to the point.
Our class held a Farewell Party 3 days ago on the 16th of April 2009. The party was started at 8p.m that day. Our organizers are Aaron Chew and Daniel Lee, so i was helping out there like buying wire web, charcoal and ice, cutting sausages and fetching.
When the party was around to start, most of the boys worked together to build the fire up and the rest setting up the audio system. Well, for the girls er... playing poker cards.. =_=!!
Then we went barbecuing our food (sausages, chicken wings, chicken chest and fish balls) where everyone have to squeeze together. Erm... the chicken wings were huge which were bought from Tesco, so it take times for the wings to cooked. About 2 hours later, when everyone was full, we have a great shouting of "Yum... Sheng!!!", but I was in Daniel's room writing stuff.
Then, we played some games. First, we danced (1 of them are Para Para Sakura), then we played "Simon Says". Anyway, Only half of us participate. After that, Aaron gathered everyone in the living room to show us the slide show that he and Daniel produce, it was very touching. Lastly, a "Sharing Session" was held as usual, but this is the last chance where we can share our own feelings to others in "TD1", even if there is another in the future, but it would not be "TD1" anymore... I felt abit sad when reminding the past. I didn't share much since I'd wrote everything in Anna Leong's Memorial Book. "Altough that's the end of TD1....BUT it remains in my heart forever... Knowing you gals n guys are the best thing in my life...", that's the words I'd in my mind.
The party ended at 4a.m in the morning.
The party was quite success, but very disappointingly, some of us did not turn up.

Refreshing my memories....
SEM 1 [the ship set sails]
Everyone of us came from different places, have different thoughts, have different spoken language, have different vision, but TD1 brought us together as a family...

SEM 2 [the ship meets the valley of gigantic waves]

There were misunderstanding, argument, obstacles and even quarrel, but there do not stop us together becoming a family.

SEM 3 [the ship reach the destination]That's maybe the end of TD1, but the journey we came through, the obstacles we faced are the best times I ever had in my life. It will continue to live on in my heart forever and ever.

TD1, I love you all!!!

29th January 2009... "Crush" One of the lyrics that suits me....

2009-01-29T21:39:00.003+08:00

"Crush"

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know

[chorus]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever

[chorus]

Why do I keep running from the truth
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know

[chorus]

Going away
Going away

5th of January 2009

2009-01-05T21:54:00.005+08:00

OMG!!! I've been around 1 month didn't update my blog. Main reason, LAZY.... =.=

Hmm... Around this month, many things had happened. Test, Camp, Celebrations...

Since those are last year event, so i skip those, so hopefully no 1 complain about it, lol...

Last Thursday, 31th of December 2008, my class held a celebration party for new year countdown. Firstly, the class started to planned the event 2 days before the party. Everyone seems got exited. The girls prepare the food while we boys prepare stuff like charcoal, matches and all some sort of things just like going a forest camp. As a country boy(Kamparian), I've to bring my classmate to find charcoal shop. So that day going out with was Jia Huei with his car. I lead him to the town but unfortunately the shop was closed, so I lead him to another sunrise shop to buy charcoal. i felt sorry for leading Jia Huei round the town, cause... Proton cars just like petrol eater... waste lots of petrol that day... Next, departed to Mrs. Chew's(Anna)[just kidding] house to offer some help. She was shifting house form east to west lake. I was supprise when both of us Me and Jia Huei reached there, it seems like Anna's dad finished everything... And so on...
Thirdly, BBQ. Damn.. The sky seems sad for passing 2008 and keep crying like a baby leaving us trouble. Gladly, everyone attended the party in time, but mostly get wet( I wonder anyone get cold). Hey!!! Where is Kelvin?! We can't left him out!!! So I decide to fetch him( Actually Jia Huei is the driver not me), together 3 of us included Ah Foo went to Mambang Diawan. Whao... Kelvin's house like deep in the forest, hard to find at the first, lol... And so on...
Then, Let's start the BBQ, everyone was very hungry. Burn ah, Burn ah, Cook ah, Cook ah, Faster ah, Faster ah... Everyone enjoyed. One more thing, I remember that day i was competing with Jia Huei to see who can make the fire bigger. Hahaha... Blowing the fire like hell. Hahaha...
After the feast, some of us get bored so they just went out riding motor illegally in the area. everyone was exited, line up to rite motor. For me, I borrowed Seu Sin's car to drive with, just practicing... But very stress la, since the car is not mine and some more unexpected playful passengers with me... T.T
Around 11.45p.m, almost time to countdown, BUT there's where accident happened, Jia Huei and Cheng Yih fell from the motor during avoiding crushing to another motorcyclist... Jia Huei was badly hurt, bleeding some more... I felt sorry, I cant do a thing, plus standing a side like an idiot.
At 12a.m, 1st of 2009!!! We celebrated beside the lake, having beers and wine. I drank 1 big bottle of beer, my felt that my legs were floating... Lolx... Everyone thought that i was drunk, Plus Yian Ming and class-rep trying to fool me, but i fool them back, Hahahaha....
Next sharing sessions lor... Where Aaron was the host... Wah.. very boring la.... Everyone was very tired that night. So whoever turns to speak, seems like no one listening.
After that, 5a.m lor... Kebanyakan orang pun sudah balik rumah masing- masing. Poor Pui Han, she was bully(wet by water) by 5 boys( you know who la), I felt pity to her, from the beginning of the party, she kept making chicken for us to BBQ, and she didn't eat much too. Felt very sorry la., can't save her. Later, Seu Sin joined Pui Han kena bully juga... Haiz... those monkeys...
SO on... SO on...

After that day, i skipped class... I went to practise my driving skills... Friday, Saturday and Sunday... Till today, I passed the test and own myself a P license, Haha! Finally i can drive.
Speaking of car.... I got cheated by my parents again... They promised that they will buy me a car after I get my license... But... Hiaz... LIAR!!!! I swear that I'll never trust them anymore. LIAR!!!
Ok la, don't want to say much. Just end here.

Thanks for reading( please don't complain too long).
Bye^^

10th December 2008, Tension + Stress, My death is falling near....

2008-12-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

Today, morning at 6a.m, i woke up with a bad headache... Seems like an unlucky day to me... Looking at the ceiling, reminds me of something, are they able to achieve an overwhelming standard? That scares me a lot.
Back to Campus, by cycling forth and back everyday endlessly, I started to felt tired with my life. Sleepy some more.
Reaching the lab with my invisible panda's eyes. I started to act foolish by talking to myself without any reason. But i was surprise by the apparatus that were setup by the lap assistant. Good job, Mr. whatever (I forgot his name.)
Mr Ng, as usual, speaking in slow motion phrase by phrase, telling the whole class how dangerous this and that. And BE CAREFUL with the apparatus. YET, I broke the a conical flask for some unreasonable carelessness. Anyway I'm proud to rise the name of TD1 as the most breakage class in UTAR. Whatsoever...
Next, to the canteen early on 11a.m. I rushed my lap report and ate my lunch. Then rush to Block B to get projector and laptop. Tire... running up to 2nd floor...
Next, I'm was shock by the fully equipment by Elliot's team when I stepped in the class... Seems very high class to me. Then Anna's team; keyboards, guitar, CDs, mike and etc. Once again, I'm scared by their creativity and seriousness... Compared to my team... I really wanted to cry somewhere alone at the corner... (*sigh) I keep forcing myself to finish my report to forget myself. (The stress, The tension, URGH!!!)
Their presentations were evry good(Damn Good!!!) WHY?! I really really very very wish to achieve that, but.... Can it be? [Just like comparing noobs with pros]
Anyway, congrates to my classmates who done very well and also sucessfully made Miss Chuah cried for their overwhelming presentations.
After some time... I called my teammates for a serious meeting, then i was amazed by Keng Zheng's new idea. Let's give it a try anyway since the situation push us to the corner. Hope it works.
In addition, I'm going to camp this Saturday, so i didn't left much time to survive. Chemistry test, Physics test, Maths test, talk show and assignment, all squeeze together within this two weeks. (something worst then hell)
Lastly, I'm quite regretting for wasting time and didn't any revision. I just can't help myself being lazy. And now, all being squeeze like preparing a lemonade... death upon my forehead...
{END}

7th December... Gone Lazy as the rain falls...

2008-12-07T21:35:00.004+08:00

3 days didn't post any articles here...
Gone lazy recently...
This morning woke up at 11a.m...
Had some bread then gone to get a hair cut...
Gone to new town but the saloon close...
Cycle back to old town and cut my hair at my usual place...
My hair getting cut by a young beautiful girl...After form 5 I guess...
Never ask...
Then received a call from twins, wanted to relax in cybercafe....
Cycle back to new town again...
And have fun for the next few hours till received another call form Keng Zheng...
Rush back home to discuss assignment... Tired....
Laughing all the time during discussion... What so ever...
Till 6p.m, they went home to Tesco to restock...
I jumped on bed without a bath....
Have dinner at 7p.m...
Having revision after a bath...
Started to miss someone... Whatever...
Continue revision on chemistry...

2nd December, Besides stress is death...

2008-12-02T22:38:00.005+08:00

哇！！都有很久一下没update blog了。最近都很忙一下。不是assignment就是lap-report，啊！！！就快喘不过气来。好累啊！！！Whao!! It's been a long time didn't update my blog. I'm very busy recently, assignments & reports!!! Seems endless. Ah!!! I hardly can breath, damn tired man!!!!
唉。。。我的考试成绩很差啊。。Haiz... All my test results very bad la, lowest in the class!!!
心情很差，压力越来越大，不死都难。都是自己拿来的，平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚。懒得后果是这样的啦。同时呢，也上映了玩网上游戏。惨了！Moody leh, stress somemore, dun die also can't ah!! Actually it's all my own my fault de, never study at home, always last minute then study. This is what happen to lazy people like me... Moreover, I addicted to online game lately, DIE la!!
加上我其实不是读书的材料，我的专长可是修理东西呀，叫我读书等于叫我自尽而已。Actually i'm not that kind of person who loves to study, I only love to fix things( my talent). Haiz..Asking me to study equals to asking me to suicide.
所以呢，无论如何都要逼自己去读书温习功课了，不然真的会死。So, from now on, no matter what, i've to force myself to study/ do revision, or else i really will die if i continue to be lazy.
对了，我还记得几个星期前，我曾经无聊过头，竟在上课时帮同学绑头发，但也算是蛮成功的。连老师也说当我一事无成时也可当个理发师，哈哈哈！！！Ya! I remembered few weeks ago, I felt boring in my class, so i started to tied my classmate's long hair, it was quite successful. Even the lecture told me that i work in a saloon if i fail to suceed anything in the future, lol...
哈哈哈！可爱吗，Aaron的新发行。哈哈哈！！！他当时的样子真的很像那些sumo的大肥佬。不同的发型果然可以改变一个人的样貌。。。Lol... Cute right? Aaron's new hair style, lol.. He looked like a those big fat sumo wrestler. As a conclusion, different hair style can really make one's look different.
够啦，我得继续温习功课了，不能再浪费时间了。Ok la, enough for today, i've to do my revision, no time to lose.

《完》

Days of Fun and Happiness

2008-11-26T23:44:00.021+08:00

Last sunday, 23th November 2008, 22 of my class went a trip to Ipoh just for fun. Due to the troubleshooting of our driver's family, we departed late at about 9a.m which suppose to be 8a.m. We have 4 cars as our transport. I was in Jia Huei's car that day. He leads the way, but eventually he drove too fast in order to chase time. Anyway, we reached our destination according to plan.
Next we have our breadfast in Mcdonal near Jusco. Whao... Most of us were having the same set of meal, Mandacasca set. Yo, i remembered Aaron and Daniel were having the Happy Meal. They were crazy playing their free toys. lol... As usual, I most likely become a camera man, so took photos around. I enjoyed that. The photo above was where I asked a waiter to help us to take. Big family.Next, we departed to Ipoh Parade for the starting activities. We were jus like a group of tours, leading by a tour guide, lol....We actually planned to have bowling for the first activity but unfortunately there was a competition. So all lanes were closed for conmpetition, damn sad man. Nevermind, we then seperate into 2 groups; boys and girls. Girds went to shop and Boys.... Counter Strike and DoTA in IMAX.
After sometime, it's time to voice out! It's singing time! We booked a room in K-BOX for 24 person. "Whoa!!! The room very big oh....(the sight before we went in)" "Hey!!! The room not enough big lar!! (sight after 24 of us went in)" LOL... Everyone was very high that day, singing and dancing. What a unforgetable memory.
Oh ya, I almost forgot, we eventually celebrate Anna's 20th birthday.
A lollipop shape candles on the cake^^ Happy Birthday to Anna!!!
Next, it was 5.30p.m, time to leave the room. I can see everyone was exhausted at that moment. Then next we went to BOWLING!!! Hahaha...! So fun playing that.
Lastly, ot was raining out there, bur we still went for have our dinner. Nga Choi Gai.

I was sitting together with Jun-En, Elliot, Alex, Jia Huei, Clement and Kelvin. We chat during we ate, first we chat about names of food in different places, then suddenly we chat about politics, then end up with crazy conclusion. LOL...
After the feast, we went home happily by car. THE END

爱不疚

2008-11-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

21th November.. The 4th day of Test....

2008-11-21T22:30:00.008+08:00

)>,")> Am i doing the right thing or being silly?
This question bothers me. Things seems different after the meeting. Ya, looking at it, it was a successful meeting which united us all once again. But how long can this scene stands? 2 weeks or 2 month? Or it just a show, put up for me? I prefer forever in my life, united as a family. If for no 1 being left out, unfortunately sorry, I think it wouldn't happen.
Rewind back to the scene, I was quite nervous that day, afraid of bad things could happen. Lol... How silly I am. As a host, I've full responsibilities for what happen in the class, so much pressure. But actually everything went just fine and perfect except my speech... I forgot what I wanted to say, so, Lame la, lagging and lagging. Nevertheless, I successfully overcome my nervousness, Thanks Lord for giving me courage.
Next, 1 successful achievement is that my classmates started to gather to and go along with each other, I'm glad. Even taking lunch also together in a big table. Those who kept silence started to speak and communicate. The taste of victory...
We are having a class trip to Ipoh for fun this Sunday, Hahahahahahahahahaha....
Next due to the stress, days ago, I forgot when, Me and my friends released stress by doing this.

Ya, the Tesco rangers. But, recently Daniel fall for it, and having 5 of us the Power Rangers Urgent ringtone "DiDi DiRit DiDit". Sweat! However, it's a sweet memories. Lol...
Oh ya! Almost forgot, Jia Huei had his new attractive shocking high voltage look! This is it! The KING OF SPIKES!
Guess what? Me, Arron and Bean curt eventually style his hair! Handsome right? I hope the 1 he admire would fall for him. Lol...
Lastly, about examination, I done very very very bad, cause lazy to study. Very regret now. And I'd done a foolish things on my test, that is I wrote definitions where the questions ask for right or wrong, OMG!!!! Is there a ghost covered my eyes?! Whatever and Anything. Just be more careful next time, perhaps no next time.
Ok la, I end here for today's post. Thanks for reading^^

17th November... An unfairful treat at the end of wars....

2008-11-17T19:03:00.012+08:00

I always wonder, can human throw away their selfishness, and care about others?
Since last weeks, the members of the class was forming group for assignments. I admit it was my fault where i said 6 person per group. This morning, due to the complains for unfair treat, 2 person went asking the lecturer for solutions secretly and end out with 4 person per group. 1 thing I dislike was when the guy said none of my business then order me to out the class as they ask the lecturer. What the HELL!
Next, before the next tutorial class starts, i passed around the paper to inform them my mistakes and to let them form new group list. At first, I was confident as I thought I'd my own group, but i never expected to have leaver. As usual, when the paper passed to Ah Foo, always stuck there.
I guess he's kind to help out others to solve the complains. Unfortunately, he was a bit over heated today when dealing with KZ, and he broke a pen. =_= But, in other side of view, you can really see that he was trying to protect his plan and group being separated by giving reasons of " other also same, have already form a group and have plan; It's your fault to be so late to search people to join your group." something like that. Ya, it's true, he has his own rights and makes KZ like the peoples who making problem. I can say nothing even though I'm a assistant class-rep, I'm powerless.I'm not like Ah foo, have the power of influence...
For me, i always wish not to have Zhong Jern in my group, because of the previous incident last SEM. I kept myself silence because of having a bad headache today.
After class, i stayed back to discuss the programming assignments with my group members. Whoa! A sifu always A sifu, i can't understand at all what he trying to explain in programming coding. Maybe i'm too stupid i guess.
Later on, Kelvin went out to settle the earlier problem with Jun-En and KZ. I Step a side without caring anything, just go ahead and sleep. "I'm starving" Thoughts in my mind...
Suddenly, I was awake by Jun-En, "Wei, didn't you care about the group staff?" said Jun-En. "Can you guys give a break?" In return, i told him that every decision i made will only brought forth trouble. Then he went off. Haiz... As the situation force us to the corner, any 3 of us must accept the faith to DIE. In conclusion after discussed with KZ, my group member are KZ, Chen Yih and Zhong Jern. I was force to accept him. What the FUCK! No choice la, who call me study in UTAR meh.... Kz and I came out a plan where will bring us straight to hell, when ZJ do not do his part or do not cooperate, we will cancel the talk show and wait to die. "10 marks only ma! Give him lor!"
For this time, i'll endure everything. But for next time, i will not spare any tolerance nor mercy! Remember what i say.
Lastly, I'd a plan, which maybe fair to most of us i guess. The plan is like this, all gangs separates and form a group with different people. Likes this, we can have chance to co-operate of others. Especially Ah Foo's and the Gal's gang, always together the same person, these was totally unfair to others.
I do not expected any success with this plan because there are always PEOPLE who influence others to for fill their selfishness. But I really wish the class can accept this concept.
I just wish to go back to those harmonic days...

15th November... Being Stress and Busy lately

2008-11-15T21:58:00.008+08:00

Few days didn't post any blog up here. Exam lately stress me like hell. Some more my dad quit his work, now no salary lu..... :( These days, the sky seems crying every afternoon... I wonder Why! Crap! Whatever... SS-ing here. Oh ya, i just finished physics and maths exam.. But i was doing really bad. I hand up blank in Maths,T-T So sick of life... Last few day before exam i took some picture of the lake of UTAR. I don't have time to edit it. so i just upload the original one.

Lakes behind block-B...

Loveless...

2008-11-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely

Act V
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Act I (Interpreted)
The infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war

Act II (Interpreted)
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation

He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss

But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends

Act III (Interpreted)
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his new found love
And embarks on a new journey

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends

Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again

Stop and Stare

2008-11-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

6th November... No Post today!

2008-11-06T20:16:00.001+08:00

Due to the complained... No post today...sob.

5th of November... Unexplainable sad feelings emerge...

2008-11-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

It's starts with... Forget about the first paragraph la, nothing to describe, everyday same thing cycle to campus lo... Haiz...
Straight skip to the time reaching campus la, as usual, i passed by KTAR to reach UTAR, BUT!! This morning, i was stopped by a friendly guard, He told me that the road is closed for bicycle entry. What?! Only for walking?! What for the campus build a big wide road and yet do not allow cars, motorbikes and bicycle to pass? Who the idiot order that?! I nearly blew my top!!!
The idiots always does things without thinking of others or using their pig mind, that's why because these idiots, Malaysia will never be able to develop more like Singapore...
Enough for that...
Next, i was bit late to class due to that incident, Hmmp... I not in a good mood afterall. I continue to proceed and start the experiments. Experiment of lights. Quite and interesting experiment. After the tutor's explaination, as usual, Me, Kelvin and shay Ching form a team to conduct and set-up the apparatus. strting, the first experiment can be consider sucessful although had lots of error. Suddenly, Jia Huei from other team came our to ours and join us. Lol... A beautiful view of light...

A view of 4 professor doing a great job.

Trying to obtained the results...

However... everything gone find until the last experiment... We had to redo, redo and redo in order to obtain an acceptable readings.
After the class, still have half an hour to next class, public speaking. We, amount ah Foo's gangs la, we went to the cafeteria to have lunch, while some of them started to get nervous and prepare their presentation. Aaron told me that his heart beat very fast. Anyway, most of the people does nervous before presenting a speech.
Oh ya, I remembered, Ah Foo was sitting in front of me, trying to cut something. I was wondering what he's trying to do? His creativity was outrageous I was surprise that he was eventually trying to cut a BRA by using a piece of paper. Impressive!
I finish my lunch fast and left the gang early to get the projector and laptop for the next class, i went there too early. Lol... So i sat somewhere and played my PSP. Later, i went to take what i need la.
Ok, this is the most funniest and interesting part! The presentation starts!
The 1st and the best, Weng Foo. His topics is.... BRA. A good speaker with full confidence! Actually I've lots of photos about his presentation, but due to the copyrights of the slide's author, so that's all his photo i post on this blog.
Next, Aaron boy. An interesting topic about photography.Then, Skip to Ah Bong la, his topic was about his father's duck farm.
Once again, Straight skip to Jia Huei. The Most Laughter Speaker. His topics, was amount the most interesting, related to birth control, IT's CONDOM!!!
I was impress by his bravery. At the end of his speech, due to today is Jun-En's Birthday, he eventually present Jun-En a pack of condom(orange flavor). LOL...
Jun-En was very happy for that... Hahax... Happy Birthday Jun-En!!!

After the class, to the next boring class... Writing for Science....
Eventually, I didn't pay any attention in that at all from the beginning. I was doing my lap reports. Keep doing, drawing graph and bare for 2 hours...
Then went home.... Haiz... Since the shortcut was close, I've no choice bit to use the long road back to home... Haiz.... Raining again... Is the sky trying to making fool of me? Sadly, I went home without speaking a word.
Haiz... That's all for today.
GoodNight....

4th November...

2008-11-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today, as usual, i cycled to campus early in the morning, this morning we have extra class, i mean replacement class for Programming. Once again I've to woke up early, i was very lazy to wake up as i can't slept the night before... Haiz.. Lack of sleep... When i was cycling to campus, i realize that my bicycle tires flatten abit, i'd forgoten to pump in air, hard to cycle...
Next, since today my class have to pass up the chemistry lap report, as usual, almost my whole class will copied each other's reports during lecture class. everyone was busy rushing to finish their report, included me as well. lol... furthermore, i nearly mix and mess up all my reports as my class mates keep borrowing my reports and pass here and there... OMG! But never mind, as long as i can hand in my reports in time is ok. After the class, Me, Shay Ching, Jun-En, I Jiao, GOD and Kelvin stay back together to finish up the rest of the report's dicussion. Inspike of doing work, we went cit-chatting about dramas and sorts of languages... Whatever... Oh ya, we almost late to the next class, so we walk as fast as we could. On the way down to the ground floor, we met a visitor, he ask us about the position of the Human Resourse Department. So Jun-En lead the way as we walk to the lift. One funny happen as we approuch to the lift door, Kelvin kept pressing the button( actually spoiled) and he turn to us and ask: "Was this 2nd floor?" Everyone laugh.
Next, the maths tutorial class. Haiz... I done nothing but copying answers for the teacher as usual, what a shame. I was shock when i looked at Shay Ching's work, she seems very hardworking, keep solving maths problem.
Compared to mine, Haiz....

After the class, of course lunch time la, i was very very hungry. I hunger for food! Since everyone was rushing the reports, i thought i'm going to eat alone in the cafeteria, BUT! Luckily got Jia Huei accompany me, haha.
For some moment passed, after lunch, i went to the reading to continue my report. I manage to joined up with Ah Foo's Gang.Moreover, Jia Huei brought his laptop to campus today, he wanted to design, i mean to create his slide show for tomorrow's speech presentation. Whoa! I like his topic, damn funny. Once again, Weng Foo's ceativity helped Jia Hui to designed the slides to more attractive, it's was impressive! I'm looking forward to Jia Hui's speech tomorrow, lol...
Before entering to the next class (Damn Chemisty 2), i as a assistant class-rep, need to hand up the whole calss's reports to the office. lol.. Again i was accompanied by Jia Hui, thanks Jia Huei!
As soon as we reach the next class destination, we saw Aaron and Deniel infront of us. They never notices us from behind, as they were like ducussing something very important, i wonder.
At around 4.15p.m, the sounds of tunder getting louder and louder as the class were getting more and more excited. 4.30p.m, the rain started to poured dogs and cats. Damn, rain, How am i going to get home! I just wish i could have a car... Haiz... Poor family always have to suffer...
K la, this is the end of my essay(diary). Thankyou for reading my blog^^
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3 November 2008... Another tiring day...

2008-11-03T20:56:00.001+08:00

This morning, i was cycling to campus as usual... I felt tired as everyday the same view of sight along the way to UTAR. Haiz... I just wish i could have a car to drive with, so that i no need to cycle so far from old town to new town.
Next, this morning I was very blur, i didn't realized that i went out early, so I reach campus at 8.20am, OMG!!! So I walked to the class, I thought there must be someone earlier than me. But it went out, no person at all. A dark and haunted lecture hall with me sitting there playing PSP. Lame... The damn police car kept ruined my race! ( I was playing Need For Speed Most Wanted 5.1.0)
After sometimes.... Aaron came... he... wanna play my PSP(in a pity look). I lend him. Naruto again... by shouting "Garaa, Garaa!"Anyway, I'm happy if my PSP does make others felt happy. Whatever... Oh ya, one funny things always happen to Jia Hui if he wears red shirt on Monday, just like today. The lecturer seems always spotted him as the first place after she asked some questions, and Jia Hui always have to answer if he is in red. Pity him....

Speaking of assignments... I wanna cry... I was not free last weekends so i decided to do it on Sunday(yesterday). Whereas, my teammate, Kelvin sent me a sms said that he would came to my house in the afternoon, BUT!!! In the afternoon...... Kelvin said.... He slept at 5a.m the night before and the said he so lazy since he'd asked other classmates that the assignments pass up on Friday next week. With the excuses LAZY... I went speechless. Anyway, I myself also very lazy to do la... hahax... But today, seeing Weng Fu them so hardworking and had done almost finish... I straight away felt very shame... Haiz....
Next, I felt sorry that i nearly started out a quarrel this morning where everyone was deciding to form groups for Programming assignments, but it can't be help. I just don't want Chung Jern in my group. Ah!!! I don't want to say anything about him as everyone knows what kind of person he is. ( Blowing my top!)
Lastly, Hahaha.... Bang! (stomach explode [copied from Aaron's joke])
I wax Jia hui's hair! He looks... NICE. But actually is very hard to wax his hair cause it's too long and my wax is not suitable for that. Lol... Anyway, as long as he is in that hair style, people around won't be afraid get strike by tunder.... Hehe... Just Kidding.
OK la, wanna rush my lap report here... It ends tonight.

I'm new here

2008-11-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hi, everyone!
Ok, it starts with this, i decided to start blogging since almost all my friends have their blog. Erm... that nothing much to say or descride since i'm new here. So, i'll talk about the events recently i've been going through, I started taking driving lessons lately, i found that it was fun driving a car, and i realize that it take alot of endurance of pressure during of driving, lol... Next, the mid term test is near, and yet, i still not starting any studies or revisions, what a shame. I'd been spending too much time doing nothing, lol... However, it's time to start hardworking. Gambateh!!!
Erm... oh ya, i'm very happy that sony-ericsson C905 had released! I finally can change to my ideal phone that i'd waited soooooo.... long, haha! Lastly leh! The time now is 10.40pm, so i think i stop here so i can spend the rest of my time to discover how to make this blog look nicer. Hehe.

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