Monday, November 17, 2008

17th November... An unfairful treat at the end of wars....

I always wonder, can human throw away their selfishness, and care about others?
Since last weeks, the members of the class was forming group for assignments. I admit it was my fault where i said 6 person per group. This morning, due to the complains for unfair treat, 2 person went asking the lecturer for solutions secretly and end out with 4 person per group. 1 thing I dislike was when the guy said none of my business then order me to out the class as they ask the lecturer. What the HELL!
Next, before the next tutorial class starts, i passed around the paper to inform them my mistakes and to let them form new group list. At first, I was confident as I thought I'd my own group, but i never expected to have leaver. As usual, when the paper passed to Ah Foo, always stuck there.
I guess he's kind to help out others to solve the complains. Unfortunately, he was a bit over heated today when dealing with KZ, and he broke a pen. =_= But, in other side of view, you can really see that he was trying to protect his plan and group being separated by giving reasons of " other also same, have already form a group and have plan; It's your fault to be so late to search people to join your group." something like that. Ya, it's true, he has his own rights and makes KZ like the peoples who making problem. I can say nothing even though I'm a assistant class-rep, I'm powerless.I'm not like Ah foo, have the power of influence...
For me, i always wish not to have Zhong
Jern in my group, because of the previous incident last SEM. I kept myself silence because of having a bad headache today.
After class, i stayed back to discuss the programming assignments with my group members. Whoa! A sifu always A sifu, i can't understand at all what he trying to explain in programming coding. Maybe i'm too stupid i guess.
Later on, Kelvin went out to settle the earlier problem with Jun-En and KZ. I Step a side without caring anything, just go ahead and sleep. "I'm starving" Thoughts in my mind...
Suddenly, I was awake by Jun-En, "Wei, didn't you care about the group staff?" said Jun-En. "Can you guys give a break?" In return, i told him that every decision i made will only brought forth trouble. Then he went off. Haiz... As the situation force us to the corner, any 3 of us must accept the faith to DIE. In conclusion after discussed with KZ, my group member are KZ, Chen Yih and Zhong Jern. I was force to accept him. What the FUCK! No choice la, who call me study in UTAR meh.... Kz and I came out a plan where will bring us straight to hell, when ZJ do not do his part or do not cooperate, we will cancel the talk show and wait to die. "10 marks only ma! Give him lor!"
For this time, i'll endure everything. But for next time, i will not spare any tolerance nor mercy! Remember what i say.
Lastly, I'd a plan, which maybe fair to most of us i guess. The plan is like this, all gangs separates and form a group with different people. Likes this, we can have chance to co-operate of others. Especially Ah Foo's and the Gal's gang, always together the same person, these was totally unfair to others.
I do not expected any success with this
plan because there are always PEOPLE who influence others to for fill their selfishness. But I really wish the class can accept this concept.
I just wish to go back to those harmonic days...

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