10th December 2008, Tension + Stress, My death is falling near....

Today, morning at 6a.m, i woke up with a bad headache... Seems like an unlucky day to me... Looking at the ceiling, reminds me of something, are they able to achieve an overwhelming standard? That scares me a lot.
Back to Campus, by cycling forth and back everyday endlessly, I started to felt tired with my life. Sleepy some more.
Reaching the lab with my invisible panda's eyes. I started to act foolish by talking to myself without any reason. But i was surprise by the apparatus that were setup by the lap assistant. Good job, Mr. whatever (I forgot his name.)
Mr Ng, as usual, speaking in slow motion phrase by phrase, telling the whole class how dangerous this and that. And BE CAREFUL with the apparatus. YET, I broke the a conical flask for some unreasonable carelessness. Anyway I'm proud to rise the name of TD1 as the most breakage class in UTAR. Whatsoever...
Next, to the canteen early on 11a.m. I rushed my lap report and ate my lunch. Then rush to Block B to get projector and laptop. Tire... running up to 2nd floor...
Next, I'm was shock by the fully equipment by Elliot's team when I stepped in the class... Seems very high class to me. Then Anna's team; keyboards, guitar, CDs, mike and etc. Once again, I'm scared by their creativity and seriousness... Compared to my team... I really wanted to cry somewhere alone at the corner... (*sigh) I keep forcing myself to finish my report to forget myself. (The stress, The tension, URGH!!!)
Their presentations were evry good(Damn Good!!!) WHY?! I really really very very wish to achieve that, but.... Can it be? [Just like comparing noobs with pros]
Anyway, congrates to my classmates who done very well and also sucessfully made Miss Chuah cried for their overwhelming presentations.
After some time... I called my teammates for a serious meeting, then i was amazed by Keng Zheng's new idea. Let's give it a try anyway since the situation push us to the corner. Hope it works.
In addition, I'm going to camp this Saturday, so i didn't left much time to survive. Chemistry test, Physics test, Maths test, talk show and assignment, all squeeze together within this two weeks. (something worst then hell)
Lastly, I'm quite regretting for wasting time and didn't any revision. I just can't help myself being lazy. And now, all being squeeze like preparing a lemonade... death upon my forehead...
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